Nigatsu ~ shin’ainaru Alex-san he by bloodthirsty butchers

2月/february 親愛なるアレックスさんへ
作詞: 吉村秀樹

風を切ってなぜに向かって走る
冷たい風の中目を細めて
映画の中に映る場面の様な
照らす光はなくぼんやりあわく

なぐさめ合うわけでもないし
ただ夜もぼくも一人で今を生きぬくため

できすぎの姿にあこがれもなく
バカの話の中すれちがう夜
ひえた手を握って息も白くて
影は語らずにやがてブルーへ

今を生きるそれがやっとで
何に向かうなにを語る今を生きぬくために
なぐさめ合うわけでもないし
ただ夜もぼくも一人でブルーにつつまれる

February (Dear Alex)
Lyrics: Yoshimura Hideki

I run straight ahead as fast as I can
narrowing my eyes in the freezing wind
like a scene from a movie
but dimly lit without all the bright lights

It might not be any consolation
but every night I’m all alone too, just trying to survive

Not interested in their perfect figures
I run past all the idiot chatter at night
Rubbing my cold hands together my breath comes out white
Without anything to say, my shadow quickly turns blue

I’m staying alive, but just barely
I keep pressing on, finding something to say, just to survive
It might not be any consolation
but every night I’m all alone too, utterly blue